Joshua 18

What stood out today:
3 So Joshua said to the Israelites: "How long will you wait before you begin to take possession of the land that the LORD, the God of your fathers, has given you?
4 Appoint three men from each tribe. I will send them out to make a survey of the land and to write a description of it, according to the inheritance of each. Then they will return to me.
5 You are to divide the land into seven parts. Judah is to remain in its territory on the south and the house of Joseph in its territory on the north.
6 After you have written descriptions of the seven parts of the land, bring them here to me and I will cast lots for you in the presence of the LORD our God.
7 The Levites, however, do not get a portion among you, because the priestly service of the LORD is their inheritance. And Gad, Reuben and the half-tribe of Manasseh have already received their inheritance on the east side of the Jordan. Moses the servant of the LORD gave it to them."

My Response: Jesus, this is packed! I am moved by Your question, “How long will you wait to take hold of the Land that the Lord… Has given you?” “Rick, what are you waiting for? My life has been given for you and to you. What are you waiting for - to let Me live it through you?” Jesus, I have no answer… My answer is nothing. Whatever is holding me back is an illusion, or worse an idol, a false god, a nothing. “Rick, go watch Nooma again #20 Shells.”

From Nooma:

Time.
Billboard, cell phone, get more done. Get what done?
Getting so much done but it isn’t much of a life.
Jesus in Capernaum – Jesus does not do everything.
Jesus knows where He is going – Jerusalem.
Jesus can’t be everything to everybody.
Jesus had a compass an orientation.
Jesus says no because He knows where He is going, what His life is about.
He can say no because He knows what He has said yes to.
Do you have a hard time saying no?
Or better, what have you said yes to?
* I like Rob’s slow walk, his measured pace.
Sorren Kierkegaard: “A saint is person who can will one thing.”
Being busy can be a drug.
We must examine the rhythms of our life.
* “Rick, what you are doing and ask why are you doing it?”
The enemy of the best is the good.
* “Rick, what are the shells filling your hands that are keeping you from taking hold of the star fish?”
Is this you? Are you so busy that your hands are filled with shells?
May you drop your shells in the pursuit of a simple, focused, disciplined life; in which you pursue the few things God has for you. And may you be like Jesus, able to say no because you have already said yes.
* What have you said yes to?

Jesus, there is a lot here. It’s clear I need to delegate more effectively. Clearer in my expectations, consistent in follow-thru. Because I have said yes to some very important people: You, Nancy, Crystal, Becky, BCF, Forums. People take time… LOVE is spelled TIME.

Joshua 16 & 17

What stood out today:
16:4 So Manasseh and Ephraim, the descendants of Joseph, received their inheritance.
10 They did not dislodge the Canaanites living in Gezer; to this day the Canaanites live among the people of Ephraim but are required to do forced labor.
17:6 because the daughters of the tribe of Manasseh received an inheritance among the sons. The land of Gilead belonged to the rest of the descendants of Manasseh.
12 Yet the Manassites were not able to occupy these towns, for the Canaanites were determined to live in that region.
13 However, when the Israelites grew stronger, they subjected the Canaanites to forced labor but did not drive them out completely.
17 But Joshua said to the house of Joseph—to Ephraim and Manasseh-"You are numerous and very powerful. You will have not only one allotment
18 but the forested hill country as well. Clear it, and its farthest limits will be yours; though the Canaanites have iron chariots and though they are strong, you can drive them out."

My Response: Jesus, this Promised Land is part of your covenant promise. Yet, although You gave it, Israel still had to fight for it. And there were areas that the Canaanites were determined to keep. Jesus, this makes me think of our lives, my life. What areas of sin are determined to stay? What is my redemptive potential? What difficult areas are yet to be taken, like the “forested hill country?” I love Joshua’s closing remarks: “though they are strong, you can drive them out.” Jesus, nothing is too hard for You. By the power that is in your name I will take hold of Your Promised Land. Land for your daughters too…

Joshua 15

What stood out today:
63 Judah could not dislodge the Jebusites, who were living in Jerusalem; to this day the Jebusites live there with the people of Judah

My Response: All these towns, lands, and the people were driven out but this one. I immediately think of Your words in Mark 9:28-29 when you came off the mountain just having been transfigured. There is a boy who had a deaf and mute spirit that the disciples could not drive out; “After Jesus had gone indoors, his disciples asked him privately, "Why couldn't we drive it out?" He replied, "This kind can come out only by prayer and fasting."” Lord, it seems there is much we can do with common grace – that is, out of our everyday relationship with you. There seems times when you bring us to situations where our spiritual gifting and natural talents are not enough. Then we have the choice: try harder, or pause and pray and fast and watch You. Lord, I feel like I am working too hard. I feel like I might not be resting in You enough.

Joshua 14

What stood out today:
7 I was forty years old when Moses the servant of the LORD sent me from Kadesh Barnea to explore the land. And I brought him back a report according to my convictions,
8 but my brothers who went up with me made the hearts of the people melt with fear. I, however, followed the LORD my God wholeheartedly.
9 So on that day Moses swore to me, 'The land on which your feet have walked will be your inheritance and that of your children forever, because you have followed the LORD my God wholeheartedly.'
10 "Now then, just as the LORD promised, he has kept me alive for forty-five years since the time he said this to Moses, while Israel moved about in the desert. So here I am today, eighty-five years old!

My Response: Hmm… Caleb wandered 40 years with Moses in the desert. Then he waited another 45 years for his inheritance. Lord why did he not receive it when Joshua took the land? Oh… is that why you reminded Joshua in chapter 13 that there was land still to be taken? Because there were still not promises lived up to? In this case Caleb waited 85 years. How long will it take for me to follow You wholeheartedly? How long will it take for me to take all the land you have given me? Jesus, help me not to forfeit any Grace that You have given me, help me to appropriate by faith all the promised land of eternal life that is available now. God, I love you and trust you.

Joshua 13

What stood out today:
1 When Joshua was old and well advanced in years, the LORD said to him, "You are very old, and there are still very large areas of land to be taken over.
2 "This is the land that remains: all the regions of the Philistines and Geshurites:
33 But to the tribe of Levi, Moses had given no inheritance; the LORD, the God of Israel, is their inheritance, as he promised them.

My response: Lord God, what a huge territory You wanted to give to Israel. It seems Joshua stopped short; he took much but not all. What a problem on several counts:
1) It is disobedience.
2) They did not take all You wanted to give.
3) Foreign gods and foreign wives still remained.

Jesus this seems to have great parallel to the LIFE You came to give:
1) It is large and bountiful, more than we think we need.
2) Your work of making us Holy opens a Kingdom that is vast, a land flowing with milk and honey.
3) Lord, help me not to stop short; let me not forfeit any Grace that could be mine.

Let me not be content with any “foreign gods” or foreign wives” left behind that might lead my heart astray from You. Jesus, there is part of me that says with great passion and tears that “I want You more than anything else.” And yet when I read that “You ,the Lord, the God of Israel are the inheritance for the Levites and not any wealth from the land,” I pause and hesitate, there is a part of me that still wants the earthly blessings as well as the One from heaven who blesses. Jesus, if you want to, or need to take away earthly things like BCF or the house or whatever… I trust You. I trust Your goodness that You want to give me something better; likely a greater trust in You… A faith that opens possibilities of intimacy with you that is more sublime and precious than any earthly thing.

“Rick, 'Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.'" Psalms 37:4”

Joshua 12

What stood out today:
1 These are the kings of the land whom the Israelites had defeated and whose territory they took over east of the Jordan
7 These are the kings of the land that Joshua and the Israelites conquered on the west side of the Jordan…

My response: Lord, why do you report this long list of kings and lands that “Israel” took? In the previous chapters you clearly state that You are giving these lands into their hands. Lord, help me to remember to “measure” what You call me to do, and to “report” what You have accomplished. For instance showing up in the morning to meet with You I can measure. The outcome though and the results are really Your doing.

Joshua 11

What stood out today:
4 They came out with all their troops and a large number of horses and chariots—a huge army, as numerous as the sand on the seashore. 5 All these kings joined forces and made camp together at the Waters of Merom, to fight against Israel.
6 The LORD said to Joshua, "Do not be afraid of them, because by this time tomorrow I will hand all of them over to Israel, slain. You are to hamstring their horses and burn their chariots."
13 Yet Israel did not burn any of the cities built on their mounds—except Hazor, which Joshua burned.
19 Except for the Hivites living in Gibeon, not one city made a treaty of peace with the Israelites, who took them all in battle. 20 For it was the LORD himself who hardened their hearts to wage war against Israel, so that he might destroy them totally, exterminating them without mercy, as the LORD had commanded Moses.

My response: Lord, again no one and no many can stand against you. Even if your whole creation rebelled we could not overpower You. With a single word You spoke it into being and with a single word I imagine You can pull the plug. I am also curious about the cities that Joshua did not burn and the Hivites that made a truce with Israel. It seems that this is a kind of yeast that will grow and be a curse to Israel in the future. I am also struck by verse 20, “You hardening their hearts” just like Pharaoh of Egypt. “Without mercy” as in Romans 9:15, “For he says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion."” And in Exodus 33:19, “And the LORD said, "I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the LORD, in your presence. I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion.”

Jesus, I remember Joshua 5:13-14, You are neither for Israel or us, or our enemies. But Israel is and Your church are Yours, You call us, You choose, You save, You justify, You Glorify. Hmm… Romans 8:28-30, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.” God you did and You do it all! Yours is 1Chron 29:11 11,
Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power
and the glory and the majesty and the splendor,
for everything in heaven and earth is yours.
Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom;
you are exalted as head over all.

“Rick, let’s get it done. Let’s get rid of every sin. Hebrews 12:1, “Let us throw off everything that hinders that so easily entangles…”” Yes Jesus, I want to enter the Promised Land pure and undefiled. Happy Birthday Jesus…

Joshua 10

What stood out today:
6 The Gibeonites then sent word to Joshua in the camp at Gilgal: "Do not abandon your servants. Come up to us quickly and save us! Help us, because all the Amorite kings from the hill country have joined forces against us."
8 The LORD said to Joshua, "Do not be afraid of them; I have given them into your hand. Not one of them will be able to withstand you."
11 As they fled before Israel on the road down from Beth Horon to Azekah, the LORD hurled large hailstones down on them from the sky, and more of them died from the hailstones than were killed by the swords of the Israelites.
12 On the day the LORD gave the Amorites over to Israel, Joshua said to the LORD in the presence of Israel: "O sun, stand still over Gibeon, O moon, over the Valley of Aijalon."
14 There has never been a day like it before or since, a day when the LORD listened to a man. Surely the LORD was fighting for Israel!
25 Joshua said to them, "Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Be strong and courageous. This is what the LORD will do to all the enemies you are going to fight."
40 So Joshua subdued the whole region, including the hill country, the Negev, the western foothills and the mountain slopes, together with all their kings. He left no survivors. He totally destroyed all who breathed, just as the LORD, the God of Israel, had commanded.

My response: Wow! What a day!! What a 36 hour day!!! What a glory day for God and a glorious day for Israel. I love how more died from hail stones than the sword. You, God, are the Mighty One of Israel. I love how Joshua asked for more time and You stop the sun in the sky. Nothing is too hard for you. I love at the end all are killed and all are destroyed just as you commanded. But… What about the “but” in verse 20, “a few reached their fortified city?” And what about the people of Gibeon who made a treaty? It makes me think how important it is to kill all sin and not to leave even a little bit. Don’t live near it either. We are to be Holy as You are Holy. A little sin is still a big problem. O God, purify me. Abba, You have declared that Jesus did what was necessary on the cross. Holy Spirit, Mighty and Winsome One of the Godhead, please bring this to pass. I want the perfect, yielded, surrendered obedient LIFE of Christ. I want Jesus and His abundant LIFE more than anything else. God I think You want this for me too. Why else would there be Christmas and Easter? Nothing is too hard for you; even making this stiff-necked rebellious one of yours one who is holy. Go, God, go!!

Joshua 8:30 thru 9

What stood out today:
8:34 Afterward, Joshua read all the words of the law—the blessings and the curses—just as it is written in the Book of the Law.
35 There was not a word of all that Moses had commanded that Joshua did not read to the whole assembly of Israel, including the women and children, and the aliens who lived among them.
9:3 However, when the people of Gibeon heard what Joshua had done to Jericho and Ai,
4 they resorted to a ruse: They went as a delegation whose donkeys were loaded with worn-out sacks and old wineskins, cracked and mended.
14 The men of Israel sampled their provisions but did not inquire of the LORD.
18 But the Israelites did not attack them, because the leaders of the assembly had sworn an oath to them by the LORD, the God of Israel. The whole assembly grumbled against the leaders,
19 but all the leaders answered, "We have given them our oath by the LORD, the God of Israel, and we cannot touch them now.

My response: God, we humans are so flaky before You! Joshua goes from the height of reading Your law to all the people. Then he plummets to a low by not inquiring of You and falling for a trick – “a ruse.” God, You alone are wise and faithful and full of love toward us. We are so foolish not to want to listen. The consequences are great. “Rick, read, listen, learn My son.”… You call us to a relationship that is beyond our wildest dreams. You promise to be with us, to bless us, to cherish, love, and care for us. It is so stupid not to inquire. Yes you gave us brains and you want us to use them and the smartest thing is to “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.” Proverbs 3:5-6

Joshua 8

What stood out today:
1 Then the LORD said to Joshua, "Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Take the whole army with you, and go up and attack Ai. For I have delivered into your hands the king of Ai, his people, his city and his land.
2 You shall do to Ai and its king as you did to Jericho and its king, except that you may carry off their plunder and livestock for yourselves. Set an ambush behind the city."
18 Then the LORD said to Joshua, "Hold out toward Ai the javelin that is in your hand, for into your hand I will deliver the city." So Joshua held out his javelin toward Ai.
28 So Joshua burned Ai and made it a permanent heap of ruins, a desolate place to this day.
29 He hung the king of Ai on a tree and left him there until evening. At sunset, Joshua ordered them to take his body from the tree and throw it down at the entrance of the city gate. And they raised a large pile of rocks over it, which remains to this day.

My response: Lord, by faith I take these words to myself, “Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged” “Rick, remember when I spoke to you about Becky?” “Ease up my son, lean into Me, ask Me for anything and I will do it. Rick, I am well pleased.” Yes Lord, in Hebrews 11:6 you say, “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.” Lord, what shall I hold up while You take our place in the market for Bucks County Furniture? I look forward to the pile of rocks to commemorate your victory. Lord, give me the grace to believe. I am such a fearful person. When I was young I was afraid of losing Nancy. Then when Becky was a teen I was afraid of losing her. I have been afraid of losing key employees. Now I am afraid of losing …. Lord Jesus, such a lack of faith to be so fearful. I believe, help thou my unbelief!

Joshua 7

What stood out today:
9 The Canaanites and the other people of the country will hear about this and they will surround us and wipe out our name from the earth. What then will you do for your own great name?"
10 The LORD said to Joshua, "Stand up! What are you doing down on your face?
12 That is why the Israelites cannot stand against their enemies; they turn their backs and run because they have been made liable to destruction. I will not be with you anymore unless you destroy whatever among you is devoted to destruction.
20 Achan replied, "It is true! I have sinned against the LORD, the God of Israel. This is what I have done: 21 When I saw in the plunder a beautiful robe from Babylonia, two hundred shekels of silver and a wedge of gold weighing fifty shekels, I coveted them and took them. They are hidden in the ground inside my tent, with the silver underneath."
26 Over Achan they heaped up a large pile of rocks, which remains to this day. Then the LORD turned from his fierce anger. Therefore that place has been called the Valley of Achor ever since.

My response: O Lord, what a fearsome story. Sin is always directed at You and You take great offense. David in Psalms 51:4 says, “Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.”

God as You kill the people of Canaan - they deserve it. You also are capable of making examples of Your own people Ananias and Sapphira in Acts 5 and Achan and his whole family in Joshua 7. Holy Spirit, help me know better this attribute of God’s nature and character - His Holiness. Help me to see God’s beauty that would eclipse the beauty of Babylon and this world. Help me to give Glory to God – give weight, worth, value to Him. Jesus, rescue me from “the cravings of my sinful man, the lust of the eyes, and the boasting of what I have and do.” 1John 2:6 Yes, Amen. “What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!

So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin. “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death.” Rom 7:29-8:2 So, Holy Spirit, destroy whatever is within or among me “that is devoted to destruction.” Extract and destroy all the tentacles of sin that are so deeply entrenched. In Hebrews 4:12-13 You say, “For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.” Yes God! I love what You are doing!!!

Joshua 6

What stood out today:
16 The seventh time around, when the priests sounded the trumpet blast, Joshua commanded the people, "Shout! For the LORD has given you the city!
17 The city and all that is in it are to be devoted to the LORD. Only Rahab the prostitute and all who are with her in her house shall be spared, because she hid the spies we sent.
18 But keep away from the devoted things, so that you will not bring about your own destruction by taking any of them. Otherwise you will make the camp of Israel liable to destruction and bring trouble on it.
19 All the silver and gold and the articles of bronze and iron are sacred to the LORD and must go into his treasury."

My response: Lord Jesus, Your ways are so different. What a story for all the people. You are awesome in power and Holy in all Your ways. I love how You save Rahab and her whole household. I love how you gather the gold, silver into Your treasury. God, You are gracious, merciful, giving, HOLY.

Joshua 5

What stood out today:
2 At that time the LORD said to Joshua, "Make flint knives and circumcise the Israelites again."
3 So Joshua made flint knives and circumcised the Israelites at Gibeath Haaraloth.
7 So he raised up their sons in their place, and these were the ones Joshua circumcised. They were still uncircumcised because they had not been circumcised on the way.
9 Then the LORD said to Joshua, "Today I have rolled away the reproach of Egypt from you." So the place has been called Gilgal to this day.
13 Now when Joshua was near Jericho, he looked up and saw a man standing in front of him with a drawn sword in his hand. Joshua went up to him and asked, "Are you for us or for our enemies?"
14 "Neither," he replied, "but as commander of the army of the LORD I have now come." Then Joshua fell facedown to the ground in reverence, and asked him, "What message does my Lord have for his servant?"

My response: Lord Jesus, You are the ultimate promise keeper. The Covenants You make You do not forget. And you want us to remember, too. The shedding of blood for the remission of sins. The rolling away of reproach reminds me of “the third day” when you rose again and the angel rolled the stone away and sat on it. What a thrill and terror for Joshua to see the commander of the army of the Lord. I love that the commander knows whose side he is on - God’s! What a great reminder for us. You promise, You act, You shed blood, You roll away stones, You fight with Your army. You ask us to believe, receive, repent, obey and You invite/command, “Follow Me!” How very great is all of that…

Joshua 4

What stood out today:
23 For the LORD your God dried up the Jordan before you until you had crossed over. The LORD your God did to the Jordan just what he had done to the Red Sea when he dried it up before us until we had crossed over.
24 He did this so that all the peoples of the earth might know that the hand of the LORD is powerful and so that you might always fear the LORD your God."

My response: Lord God, You indeed are mighty to save! You can part the Red Sea, You can part the Jordan River. There is no God like you in heaven or earth. It is wonderful to hear how You set Your love upon Israel - even more upon me! Thank you for letting me participate in letting the world know that You are God and You are good!

Joshua 3

What stood out today:
5 Joshua told the people, "Consecrate yourselves, for tomorrow the LORD will do amazing things among you."
8 Tell the priests who carry the ark of the covenant: 'When you reach the edge of the Jordan's waters, go and stand in the river.' "
17 The priests who carried the ark of the covenant of the LORD stood firm on dry ground in the middle of the Jordan, while all Israel passed by until the whole nation had completed the crossing on dry ground.

My response: Lord, you are amazing indeed! I am struck by the centrality of the Arc or the Covenant. The vessel of your promise is Holy, set apart. You lead with Your covenant promise. You make waters in the flood season stand up in a heap. You dry the ground even. It’s interesting you lead Israel out of Egypt through the Red Sea. You lead Israel into the Promised Land through the Jordan, holding back great waters and drying the ground. Lord, you spoke to Joshua telling him what to do. Lord please do the same for me as I lead. You alone know where you are leading.

Joshua 2

What stood out today:
9 and Rahab said to them, "I know that the LORD has given this land to you and that a great fear of you has fallen on us, so that all who live in this country are melting in fear because of you.
14 "Our lives for your lives!" the men assured her.
16 Now she had said to them, "Go to the hills so the pursuers will not find you. Hide yourselves there three days until they return, and then go on your way."
17 The men said to her, "This oath you made us swear will not be binding on us 18 unless, when we enter the land, you have tied this scarlet cord in the window through which you let us down
24 They said to Joshua, "The LORD has surely given the whole land into our hands; all the people are melting in fear because of us."

My response: Jesus, what great pointers to your Gospel! God prepares hearts with a great fear. There is a great exchange, “our lives for your lives.” There is an oath. There is a scarlet cord in the window. The spies hide for three days in the hills. Lastly there is confidence in the Lord, sublime trust.

Joshua 1

What stood out today:
5 No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.
6 "Be strong and courageous, because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore to their forefathers to give them.
7 Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.
8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
16 Then they answered Joshua, "Whatever you have commanded us we will do, and wherever you send us we will go.
17 Just as we fully obeyed Moses, so we will obey you. Only may the LORD your God be with you as he was with Moses.
18 Whoever rebels against your word and does not obey your words, whatever you may command them, will be put to death. Only be strong and courageous!"

My response: Joshua, Jeshua, Jesus, what was it like for you to hear these words echo from God and the people: “God is with you” and “Be strong and courageous?” I would think it was very encouraging. As Wayne Barber says, “Let Jesus be Jesus in you.” Jesus, forgive me for being afraid. Forgive me for not trusting You; Your power, Your wisdom. I will gaze upon you. I will only glance at the challenges. I will be careful to obey everything You have written and that You say. Jesus, you are my Rescuer, my Lord and my God; You have united me to Yourself, I am engraved in Your hands. Of course You will never leave me nor forsake me, You can’t! But better than that you would not want to….

Hosea 11

What stood out today:
1 "When Israel was a child, I loved him, and out of Egypt I called my son.
4 I led them with cords of human kindness, with ties of love; I lifted the yoke from their neck and bent down to feed them.
8 "How can I give you up, Ephraim? How can I hand you over, Israel? How can I treat you like Admah? How can I make you like Zeboiim? My heart is changed within me; all my compassion is aroused.
9 I will not carry out my fierce anger, nor will I turn and devastate Ephraim. For I am God, and not man—the Holy One among you.

My response: As Luther cried out; “I want a God of Love, One who is merciful.” The whole world cries out. If only they knew the truth. If only your church believed the truth. If only I believed more completely. “Lord I believe, help thou my unbelief.” Lord God. Father, Son, Holy Spirit thank you for loving me with a white hot Holy Love that is all consuming. Help me to be completely open to You, completely vulnerable. If I can be that deeply trusting; You will be Glorified, and pleased. And, I will be transformed as you desire. Maranatha! Come Lord Jesus! Bring it on…

Isaiah 49

What stood out today:
15 "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!
16 See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me.

My response: Lord God, how tender are these words. Such intimacy; of course a nursing mother could not forget. You invite us to ponder. What does it mean that I am engraved on the palms of your hands? I could understand a name engraved. Jesus, are the holes in your hands the engraving marks? Such wonderful words, God give me the grace to believe. To a small extent I believe, help my unbelief.

Isaiah 43

What stood out today:
1 But now, this is what the LORD says — he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.
3 For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior; I give Egypt for your ransom, Cush and Seba in your stead.
4 Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you.

My response: Father, what a wonderful chapter, what wonderful words. Would You grant me the grace to believe? Jesus, I do trust You are. You lead me through deep waters, swift rivers, raging fires; the only thing that will be destroyed is the dross of unbelief. You will bring what is precious to You through all that. Indeed Lord God, your plans are too wonderful for me. I hear you that I am loved and precious by God Most High…

Psalm 131

What stood out today:
1 My heart is not proud, O LORD, my eyes are not haughty; I do not concern myself with great matters or things too wonderful for me.
2 But I have stilled and quieted my soul; like a weaned child with its mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me.
3 O Israel, put your hope in the LORD both now and forevermore.

My response: Abba Father, my heart is proud and my eyes are haughty. I am more concerned with my honor than Yours. Too often my soul is racing. Too rarely do I sit quiet before you. Even as I sit morning after morning for an hour and even an hour and a half, even two; it does not seem like enough.

“Rick, just sit and receive my Love…” And so we sat for more than a half hour.

Psalm 91

What stood out today:
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation.

My response: Father, I feel like I should be doing better with the trials. I don’t feel like I am resting in you, your shadow. I am not sleeping soundly. I do wake up with fear in the middle of the night. Jesus you know all about everything - you were tempted in every way that I am. Will you show me how to walk this season of strain with poise and grace? Will you show me how to float in the river of the Spirit, how to surrender to His direction and flow? Holy Spirit, lead me into the Jesus zone. Help me dwell in the shelter of the Most High. Would you set my heart free to love and receive love with reckless abandon? May I be open and completely vulnerable to you Jesus, may I learn how to be that deeply trusting. May I be transformed “to the fullness of Christ?” Ephesians 4:13 O God… I want You!!!

Psalm 23

What stood out today:
3 He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me.

My response: Jesus, the two “for” clauses caught my attention: “for your Name’s sake” and “for you are with me.” What do you want me to see? Its all about You. Its all about you and me!! Your name, your glory matters most. Me being transformed, “mature attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.” Ephesians 4:13 Abba Father, I want these things too… I want to “know” in the Biblical sense the fullness of your matchless, precious love. Yes Jesus, You are my Lord, You are my shepherd.

Surrender to Love and House

What stood out today:
From the book "Surrender to Love: Discovering the Heart of Christian Spirituality" by David G. Benner
Pg 76 The naked self “Love is transformational only when it is received in vulnerability."
Pg 78 “The crux of the problem is that I cannot feel the love of God because I do not dare to accept it unconditionally.”

From The TV show House #120 Love Hurts 41:40
"Its not about the pain. Its about being open and completely vulnerable to another person. If you can learn to be that deeply trusting… it changes you.”

My response: God, how strange to have this book and TV show converge on love that trusts. In “House” a dominatrix says these words that are so true when set in a context with you. Trust, vulnerability, openness, submission, are all components of authentic love. Holy Spirit, thank you for moving me to spend time with Jesus in a contemplative state, in a way “snuggling” with Him.

Proverbs Review

Reviewed all 31 chapters and these phrases stood out:
Proverbs 3 Discipline
Proverbs 7 Abba Father, how good it is to hear you say “My son.”
Proverbs 8 v35 For whoever finds Me finds LIFE. Jesus I love it when you reveal yourself in Scripture.
Proverbs 15 Joy is a byproduct of righteousness.
Proverbs 16 How often do our plans take you into consideration?
Proverbs 17 You, who are Holy see all this darkness and You do not turn and run.
Proverbs 18 to understand and know You, the One True Living God; the One who sticks closer than a brother is truly more precious than many companions.
Proverbs 19 Jesus, I want you more than anything else. I want your LIFE for Nancy too and us together.
Proverbs 20 Abba Father, it feels like You yourself are teaching me throught the writer of Proverbs.
Proverbs 21 I like that you are shepherding my heart.
Proverbs 23 Jesus, may your love awaken my heart to love you back, to listen and obey, to be wise in heart, and bring you much glory.
Proverbs 25 Jesus, words are powerful, especially yours. You are the Logos of God. You are the centerpiece of the written word.
Proverbs 27 Abba Father, what a strange balance between planning and letting you direct our steps.
Proverbs 28 God you are so for us, we have no idea… If we really knew we would run to you, we would run from sin.

Abba Father, thank you for the deeper knowing of you as Father. Thank you for driving deeper that I am a dearly loved son. Jesus, thank you for the bookends in chapter 8:32 “Now then My sons” and 8:35 “whoever finds me finds LIFE.” Holy Spirit, thank you for rewiring more of my neurons to see and believe more of the goodness and more of the love of God. Hmm…God, I am grateful and I want more. I want more of you. Jesus, I want the LIFE you came to give more than anything else.

Proverbs 28

What stood out today:
13 He who conceals his sins does not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy.
14 Blessed is the man who always fears the LORD, but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble.

My response: God, you are so for us - we have no idea! If we really knew we would run to you, we would run away from sin. We would seek to take hold of all the blessings we have been given in the heavenly realms. We would run hard after Jesus who is all things to us and for us. LORD God, I fear missing or forfeiting any good thing you have given me. Jesus, I throw my arms wide open, that all of me is open to all of you. I hide nothing, I confess everything. I yearn for your mercy, your love, your Holiness. Jesus, thank you for the new covenant: a new purity, a new heart, a new identity, a new power. A covenant sealed in your blood…

Proverbs 27

What stood out today:
1 Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth.
21 The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold, but man is tested by the praise he receives.
23 Be sure you know the condition of your flocks, give careful attention to your herds;
24 for riches do not endure forever, and a crown is not secure for all generations.

My response: Abba Father, what a strange balance, planning and paying attention, and holding the plans open handed to let You direct our steps. Yes Lord, wealth and praise is indeed a test of our character. Will it puff up our ego? Or will it puff up our praise for you, our gratefulness? Will it make us more humble?

Proverbs 25

What stood out today:
11 A word aptly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of silver.
15 Through patience a ruler can be persuaded, and a gentle tongue can break a bone.

My response: Jesus, words are powerful, especially yours. You are the LOGOS of God. You are the centerpiece of the written word. Your words spoken in the Gospels cause men to be silent and in awe. Jesus, as you become more pre-eminent in me may your words flow from my mouth, may they be heard as, “apples of gold in settings of silver.” May your gentleness, patience, and kindness be powerful and evident to all. Lord God, by Christ, may you be Glorified in me today?

Proverbs 23

What stood out today:
15 My son, if your heart is wise, then my heart will be glad;
16 my inmost being will rejoice when your lips speak what is right.
19 Listen, my son, and be wise, and keep your heart on the right path.

My response: Father, God, it is so good to hear you call me, “My son.” I also love the thought that I have the potential to make your heart glad. Jesus, there are so many ways you try to tell us how dearly we are loved. Holy Spirit, give me ears to hear and a heart that believes this wonderful Kingdom reality. Jesus may your love awaken my heart to love you back, to listen and obey, to be wise in heart; and bring you much joy and glory.

Proverbs 15

What stood out today:
13 A happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit.
28 The heart of the righteous weighs its answers, but the mouth of the wicked gushes evil.

My response: Coram Deo. Before the face of God. Truly you do see everything. What is that like for you? You who are Holy, is there anything good? We are so radically ruined by sin that even what we see as good is fouled in your sight. Still I am glad you are keeping watch, that I am under your watchful eye. Jesus, once before when I read this I noticed all the times you say, “correction.” This time I noticed you talk about “heart” seven times: hearts of fools, hearts of men, happy heart, discerning heart, cheerful heart, heart of the righteous, joy to the heart. Hmmm…these move from hearts of fools to hearts of righteousness and happy, discerning, cheerful, and joy are mixed in. Yes, LORD God, wisdom, discernment, righteousness, fear of the Lord, all bring a joy that is completely Holy, so not of this world, so You. Yes, Spirit, rewire some more neurons, redirect my thinking, and grant me repentance. Thank you, Abba. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Holy Spirit! Joy is a byproduct of righteousness. Keep on the trajectory of Matthew 6:33 – But seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well.

Proverbs 8

What stood out today:
6 Listen, for I have worthy things to say; I open my lips to speak what is right.
30 Then I was the craftsman at his side. I was filled with delight day after day, rejoicing always in his presence,
31 rejoicing in his whole world and delighting in mankind.
32 "Now then, my sons, listen to me; blessed are those who keep my ways.
33 Listen to my instruction and be wise; do not ignore it.
34 Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my doors, waiting at my doorway.
35 For whoever finds me finds life and receives favor from the LORD.

My response: Jesus, I love when you reveal yourself in your scripture. You are the craftsman at Abba’s side. You have been with the Father forever. You speak wisdom for us to know and understand. You know and can teach successful dependant obedience. Here you are again offering Yourself, and in You is Life. Its interesting that at the top of my journal is Proverbs 8:32-34. In verse 32, the beginning sets us up as sons and daughters and verse 35 is the outcome - when we find You, we find LIFE!

Proverbs 7

What stood out today:
1 My son, keep my words and store up my commands within you.
2 Keep my commands and you will live; guard my teachings as the apple of your eye.

My response: Abba Father, how good it is to hear you say, “My son.” There is indeed no flaw in your character, no error in your commands and teachings. You give us your ways, Your commands, Your teachings because you Love us with a Perfect Holy Love. We are completely fools when we do not listen. Jesus, show me how to live in dependent obedience. Holy Spirit, open my heart to the reality of how good, wise and loving God really is.

Proverbs 3

What stood out today: 3: 11, 12 My son, do not despise the Lord’s discipline and do not resent His rebuke, v12 because the Lord disciplines those He loves, as a Father the son he delights in.

My response: Father, God, these are difficult times and there are many reasons to discipline. Father, God, whatever it takes to bring me to your redemptive potential; whatever it takes to free me from any idols; whatever it takes to bring me to the Christ LIFE. Do whatever you need to do in your perfect loving will. And I praise you and love you and look forward not only to the results but also the process. But mostly the journey that is with you and to you. I love you, Abba…

Esther 9 & 10

What stood out today: 9:2, 3, 10, 15, 16, 22, 10:3 v9:2 No one could stand against them because the people of all the other nationalities were afraid of them… v3 because fear of Mordecai had seized them. v10, 15, 16 but they did not lay their hands on the plunder. v22 day of feasting and joy, giving presents of food to one another and gifts to the poor. v10:3 Mordecai was second in rank, preeminent, held in high esteem because he worked for the good of his people and spoke up for the welfare of the Jews.

My response: Fear is a powerful thing in your hands, O God. It is an important principal in your kingdom – to fear you. Yet in your scriptures you write, “perfect love drives out all fear.”

I am struck by the compassion of the Jews even though they killed 500, 300, 75,000 men – enemies; three times you record they did not lay their hands on the plunder. Was this a way to care for the widows and orphans? And then as part of the celebration of Purim there are gifts for the poor. That is so you, God. The end of this book closes with Mordecai being revered because he led by serving. “He worked for the good of his people and spoke up for their welfare.” Jesus, you have worked for our good as an example and as our atoning sacrifice. Jesus, you continue to speak up on our behalf as our advocate, our great high priest before God, our Father. God, you are all through this book and yet your name is not printed. In a similar way your markers, your evidence, is all through this world even though for now we can’t see you with our eyes. Yet by your grace we have faith. A faith that gives eyes that see, ears that hear, hearts that understand. Thank you, Abba. Thank you, Spirit. I love you, Jesus.

Esther 7 & 8

What stood out today: 8:4, 8, 17 v8:4 Then the king extended the gold scepter to Esther. v8 For no document written in the king’s name and sealed with his ring can be revoked. v17 And many people of other nationalities became Jews because fear of the had seized them.

My response: Jesus, I am struck by things happening a second time. Esther in v14 is risking her life a second time if the king is extending the gold scepter. In v8 it seems the first decree by Hamaan is revoked and a new document written and sealed. This reminds me of 2:19, “when the virgins were assembled a second time.” Jesus, I really like v16 & 17 – all the joy, celebration, gladness, honor, more joy, more gladness, feasting, celebrating. And the best part is many people of other nationalities became Jews, because “a fear” had seized them.

Father God, would you send a great fear of You over the land? Would you extend your gold scepter of grace that people of all nationalities would come and receive Life, even Eternal Life? Yes, Father, would you grant eyes to see, ears to hear, hearts that understand the truth that you alone are God and you are very, very good. I am looking forward to the party that goes forever.

Esther 5 & 6

What stood out today: 5:10, 6:6, 4:16 Never the less, Haman restrained himself and went home, calling together his friends and Zeresh, his wife. v6:6When Haman entered, the king asked him, “What should be done for the man the king delights to honor? v4:16 Go get together all the Jews who are in Susa and fast for me… I and my maids will fast as you do.

My response: Jesus, I am struck how Xerxes and Haman seek counsel from other people and how Esther seeks you and engages all the Jews in Susa to seek you and your counsel. And Esther, the star, moves forward with brilliance, holds two banquets, inviting Xerxes and Haman. And then in the middle of the night between the banquets, you keep Xerxes up and arrange for him to hear the story from your annals how Mordecai saved Xerxes’ life nine years earlier. God, if I am to be a man after your own heart, I need to seek you first. Just like in my life verse, Matthew 6:33, “But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be added to you as well.” Jesus, thank you for winning my heart to a place that wants to please you, that wants to be at the center of your obedience, not at the fringes.

Esther 4

What stood out today: 4:11, 14 For any man or woman who approaches the king in the inner court without being summoned; the king has but one law: that he be put to death. The only exception to this is for the king to extend his gold scepter to him and spare his life. v14 For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?

My response: Jesus, again I am struck by what a different King you are. Xerxes says if anyone comes to him that has not been invited, they will die. You have invited all to come. And if they do come, they get eternal life and if they don’t come, they die.

Abba, you sit on your throne with your righteous arms extended, even Jesus, waiting for undeserving, unrighteous people to come and receive your mercy, your love, your life.

I am also struck by the depth and quality of relationships between Mordecai and Esther, Mordecai and the Jewish people. Esther trusts God with her life: in v 16, she says, “And if I perish, I perish.”

I am struck by the amount of submitting going on in this passage. In 4:2, Mordecai “went only as far as the king’s gate because no one in sackcloth was allowed.” Esther submitted to Mordecai and God and Xerxes by going to Xerxes when not summoned.

Abba, Mordecai and Esther displayed great courage, great faith. I am reminded of the statement, “that we don’t need more faith; we need more knowledge of the object of our faith.” Abba, thank you for revealing more of yourself to me through your scriptures. Thank you for this life that tests and tries our knowledge of you. Thank you that these tests are never to fail us but to show us and grow us, that we would have a faith that is mature and not lacking in anything.

Esther 3

What stood out today: 3:5, 17 When Haman saw that Mordecai would not kneel down or pay him honor, he was enraged. v7 In the twelfth year of king Xerxes…

My response: Abba, you are the only one worthy to be bowed down to and paid honor. As we seek that place, because of the sin nature in us, we cannot handle it; we were never created for it. It reminds me of the quote that, “absolute power corrupts absolutely.” Jesus, your ways of humility, love, and service are quite counter to our view of royalty and power. It’s hard for us to get our minds around your character and nature.

Esther 2

What stood out today: 2: 7, 9, 15, 17 v7 Hadassah, also known as Esther. v9 Esther pleased Hegai and on his favor. v15 And Esther won the favor of everyone who saw her. v17 and Esther won Xerxes favor and approval more than any of the other virgins.

My response: Jesus, I am curious. What does the name Hadassah mean? I am also struck by the third occasion of seven. There were seven eunuchs in 1:10 and seven nobles in 1:14 and seven maids in 2:9. Is this code language that you are present, the number seven being a number of perfection. Jesus, in doing some research it says Hadassah means Myrtle and Esther means star.

Esther, God made you rise to a high place of wisdom, courage, faith, and self-sacrifice. Hmmm. Jesus, is Esther the Christ figure in the book? Her only trait that doesn’t line up is her physical beauty. ;) It’s remarkable how she won everyone’s favor almost instantly. Jesus, I wish that were true for you in this world. Abba, it’s in your power to cause others to favor. Would you extend grace to others to find favor with Jesus in me? Would you extend your royal scepter that they might have life? It’s astounding to me that you let me participate in your work, that you grant me the favor of seeing you at work. Abba, would you also allow us to find favor in the eyes of our customers?

Esther 1

What stood out today: 1:4&5, 15, 22 v4 He gave a banquet for 180 days. v5 When these days were over the king gave a banquet lasting seven days, in the enclosed garden of the king’s palace for all the people from the least to the greatest. v15 According to Law, what must be done to Queen Vashti? v22 He sent dispatches to all parts of the kingdom…that every man should be ruler over his own household.

My response: Jesus, I am struck by the banquets. They make me think of your story about a king inviting everyone to a great banquet. It also makes me think that Xerxes could display his wealth and possessions for 180 days. You could spend eternity showing us your wealth, splendor, glory and majesty. These words make me think of 1 Chronicles 29:11, “Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor for everything in heaven and earth is yours.” v 15, 22 are sad for me… Here is a marriage – a sacred covenant relationship that is the highest between people – a man and a woman; and the king asks about law. And in v22, that every man should be ruler in his own household. Xerxes so missed the love part, what a very great loss. Jesus, it seem you are bringing marriage into focus, with discussions yesterday with a friend about Ephesians 5, my wife, and another friend and his horrible divorce. Jesus, you are the ultimate husband. May I learn from you how you would have me love Nancy best, not like a ruling king, but as a serving, loving husband. As you teach me, would you allow me to show others. There is such a great need…

Esther 1 - 10

What stood out today: v 6:1 That night the king could not sleep

My response: God, I am struck by your presence, your timing, your sovereignty. Indeed no where in this book are you named, yet you are all over and through this book. Your timing to disturb the king's sleep, directing him to this history about Mordecai right in the middle of Esther's banquets, is just masterful. I am greatly pleased and comforted by your sovereignty. I do not think your sovereignty is equal to our free choice. Just like your good is not equal to evil. God, you are great and you are good.

Hosea 3 - 5

What stood out today: v4:10 They will eat but not have enough; they will engage in prostitution but not increase, because they have deserted the LORD to give themselves to prostitution, to old wine and new, which take away the understanding of my people. v14 A people without understanding will come to ruin! v5:15 And they will seek my face; in their misery they will earnestly seek me.

My response: Lord Jesus, why would we look to anyone or anything else? Thank you for rescuing me from folly. As far as you have brought me, it seems not very far at all. The more I see, the further it feels I have to go. Holy Spirit, I am glad that you are at work. Jesus, I am glad that you are my great Rabbi, teaching me, showing me. Father God, I am glad that you have this mapped out.

Hosea 1 - 2

What stood out today: v1:7 Yet I will show love to the house of Judah; and I will save them—not by bow, sword or battle, or by horses and horsemen, but by the LORD their God. v2:17 I will remove the names of the Baals from her lips; no longer will their names be invoked. v23 I will plant her for myself in the land; I will show my love to the one I called ‘Not my loved one.’

My response: God, we need you to, “I will.” “I will show love.” “I will remove…” “I will plant her…” “I will show my love.” Jesus, you are the means and the end of our salvation. We are saved to serve. You plant us in the land to be vessels of your love to people who were not your loved ones so that we all might have our “Baals” removed from our hearts and Love the One True God with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength.

Daniel 11 - 12

What stood out today: v12:3 Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever. v13 As for you, go your way till the end. You will rest, and then at the end of the days you will rise to receive your allotted inheritance.

My response: God, I am struck with the details you know in all the kings and kingdoms and when they rise and fall. Even the days are numbered. I am encouraged to keep on keeping on, walking with you, leading many to righteousness. Jesus, show me the life and I will show others. I look forward to my reward, my allotted inheritance which is you and with you and in you. Yes Jesus, I look forward to more of you.

Daniel 9 - 10

What stood out today: v9:2 I, Daniel, understood from the Scriptures, according to the word of the LORD given to Jeremiah the prophet, that the desolation of Jerusalem would last seventy years. v19 O Lord, listen! O Lord, forgive! O Lord, hear and act! For your sake, O my God, do not delay, because your city and your people bear your Name. v21-23 Gabriel, the man I had seen in the earlier vision, came to me in swift flight about the time of the evening sacrifice. He instructed me and said to me, "Daniel, I have now come to give you insight and understanding. As soon as you began to pray, an answer was given, which I have come to tell you, for you are highly esteemed. v10:1-2 a revelation was given to Daniel (who was called Belteshazzar). Its message was true and it concerned a great war. At that time I, Daniel, mourned for three weeks. v12 "Do not be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day that you set your mind to gain understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your words were heard, and I have come in response to them. v21 No one supports me against them except Michael, your prince.

My response: Jesus, the war you are dealing with is terrifying – this revelation causes Daniel to be ill for three weeks! I love the idea of Princes/Angels sent to watch over and protect us. Lord Jesus, may I be one like Daniel who sets his mind to gain understanding and to humble myself before God. Not for my blessing but because You, Jesus, are worthy and it is right to do so. In exile Daniel served you well. It is the beat of our heart…

Daniel 7 - 8

What stood out today: Vision of four beasts: v7:18 But the saints of the Most High will receive the kingdom and will possess it forever—yes, for ever and ever. v28 I, Daniel, was deeply troubled by my thoughts, and my face turned pale, but I kept the matter to myself. v8:27 I, Daniel, was exhausted and lay ill for several days. Then I got up and went about the king's business. I was appalled by the vision; it was beyond understanding.

My response: Your plans, O God, include great terror and horror. Sin - rebellion to you - is very great and horrific. Spirit, help me to see and understand just how bad sin really is. Jesus, as great as the rebellion is, your power is so superior. Again good and evil, although opposed, are not even close to equal in power. Yes, Jesus, teach me to fear you rightly. As the One who is above – above and beyond – beyond. Yes, Jesus, when you grant me glimpses of your majesty, the evil in the world shrinks. Thank you for showing Daniel and your Saints what must come to pass. Hallowed be your name. Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Yes – Shalom. Yes – Amen. Yes, Yes, Yes.

Daniel 5 - 6

What stood out today: v5:5 Suddenly the fingers of a human hand appeared and wrote on the plaster of the wall. v6 His face turned pale and he was so frightened that his knees knocked together and his legs gave way. v23 But you did not honor the God who holds in his hand your life and all your ways. v6:16 They brought Daniel and threw him into the lions' den. The king said to Daniel, "May your God, whom you serve continually, rescue you!" v23 And when Daniel was lifted from the den, no wound was found on him, because he had trusted in his God.

My response: Jesus, were these your fingers? Makes me think of the time when you bent down and wrote in the dirt. Did you write the same thing?

Lord Jesus, teach me to fear you rightly. May my knees knock at your majesty. You are the Lion of the tribe of Judah and you are not safe, as Lewis writes, but you are good. The power of a finger writing in plaster. Awesome! Holy Spirit, teach me to trust like Daniel. Let me not waiver but stand in simple trust in God. Jesus, you are completely trustworthy. Father God, I believe you have the power and desire and determination to save... Rick, be at peace… thank you…I am!

Daniel 3 - 4

What stood out today: v3:25 He said, "Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods." v28 Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, v29 No other god can save in this way. v4:17 The decision is announced by messengers, the holy ones declare the verdict, so that the living may know that the Most High is sovereign over the kingdoms of men and gives them to anyone he wishes. v25 Seven times will pass by for you until you acknowledge that the Most High is sovereign over the kingdoms of men and gives them to anyone he wishes. v26 Your kingdom will be restored to you when you acknowledge that Heaven rules. v34 At the end of that time, I, Nebuchadnezzar, raised my eyes toward heaven, and my sanity was restored. v37 Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven, because everything he does is right and all his ways are just. And those who walk in pride he is able to humble.

My response: Its interesting God, how you speak to people who don’t know you and when you do, they don’t know what you mean. You speak in pictures, parables. Only by your Spirit can we understand. Nebuchadnezzar has a dream in chapter two with an enormous dazzling statue with four elements. In chapter three, Nebuchadnezzar builds a 90 foot statue all out of gold, not the four elements. He issues a decree to worship the statue. Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego make a bold profession of faith and you, Jesus, are there with them, uniting them, walking with them, and being present to them. In 2:47 and 3:28, God is still not Nebuchadnezzar’s God. He is the God of Daniel and the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego.

It’s not until v4:37 when Nebuchadnezzar says, “Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven." God, your white hot love pursued Nebuchadnezzar. What a glorious display of your power, sovereignty, goodness and mercy to know what it would take to subdue Nebuchadnezzar. God, what great stories of your strength over the greatest of men and kingdoms. You, O God, are truly the one to fear. The only One, the Holy One of Israel, the Holy One over, and for, and in, Rick. Lord Jesus, teach me to walk humbly in your kingdom. Teach me to: do justice, love mercy, and walk humbly with my God.

God, I am struck by the “sevens,” seven times better, seven times or years. What Nebuchadnezzar ordered in v3:19, God decreed in v4:25. God you determined the length of years until Grace enabled Nebuchadnezzar to raise his eyes toward heaven.

God, you indeed set times, circumstances, plans, purposes. You are indeed sovereign over all. Yes, even sovereign over me. How wonderful! Thank you…

Daniel 1 - 2

What stood out today: v1:2 And the Lord delivered Jehoiakim king of Judah into his hand. v9 Now God had caused the official to show favor and sympathy to Daniel. v17 To these four young men God gave knowledge and understanding of all kinds of literature and learning. v2:27 Daniel replied, "No wise man, enchanter, magician or diviner can explain to the king the mystery he has asked about, but there is a God in heaven who reveals mysteries. v37 The God of heaven has given you dominion and power and might and glory v44 In the time of those kings, the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that will never be destroyed. v47 The king said to Daniel, "Surely your God is the God of gods and the Lord of kings and a revealer of mysteries, for you were able to reveal this mystery."

My response: Father God, you give and take away kingdoms. You give dominion and power and might and glory. You reveal mysteries, you reveal yourself. I am struck at your generosity. You are such a giver. You granted knowledge and understanding to serve you and your people well. Father, thank you for revealing and giving Jesus to and for me. In Him I have been given every spiritual blessing; all wisdom, dominion, power, might, and glory. Holy Spirit, help me to take hold of these truths. Help me to believe…

Acts 27 - 28

What stood out today: v27:24 An angel said to Paul: 'Do not be afraid, Paul. You must stand trial before Caesar; and God has graciously given you the lives of all.’ v31 Unless these men stay with the ship, you cannot be saved. v44 In this way everyone reached land in safety. v28:31 Boldly and without hindrance he preached the kingdom of God and taught about the Lord Jesus Christ.

My response: God, you are so close, so involved. You know when we are afraid, you take action. Your plans will prevail. Your way is the way of safety – stay with the ship – in this way everyone reached land safely. Jesus, you are the ship. Your journey is precarious but safe. Lord, Jesus, as Paul preached about your kingdom and taught about you boldly and without hindrance, would you empower me to do what you want me to do? Jesus, you are the Life. You are the Lord of Life. Yes, you are the Life.

Acts 24 - 26

What stood out today: v24:25 Paul spoke about faith in Christ Jesus. As Paul discoursed on righteousness, self-control and the judgment to come, Felix was afraid. v26:28 Then Agrippa said to Paul, "Do you think that in such a short time you can persuade me to be a Christian?" Paul replied, "Short time or long—I pray God that not only you but all who are listening to me today may become what I am.

My response: Jesus, I am struck at the similarity of situation between a friend of mine and Paul. Men attacking them both, being put on the side for a time out. Yet for Paul your purposes prevailed. Paul shared the Gospel with rulers and authorities and then sent to Rome just as you said in 23:11: “As you have testified about me in Jerusalem, so you must also testify in Rome.” Jesus, it will be exciting to see what you have in store for my friend.

Philly Forum #3 - God owns it all.

What stood out today: Luke 16:10 Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.

My response: Rick, be very careful to obey everything I have commanded you. Jesus, I hear these words spoken out of love and caution, a deep concern for me. Yes, Rick...Jesus, God, you are not a kill-joy; you are good, gracious, giving, and loving. Thank you for driving this truth deeper into my soul. Your words of caution and rebuke really are for my good and your glory.

Acts 21 - 23

What stood out today: v21:10-11 A prophet named Agabus came down from Judea. Coming over to us, he took Paul's belt, tied his own hands and feet with it and said, "The Holy Spirit says, 'In this way the Jews of Jerusalem will bind the owner of this belt and will hand him over to the Gentiles.’” v23:11 The following night the Lord stood near Paul and said, "Take courage! As you have testified about me in Jerusalem, so you must also testify in Rome."

My response: God, I am still struck how present you are to your people. Also, how dangerous and hostile this world is. Yet you move in and out, you are never in a hurry or afraid or worried. It is because of who you are and the fact that we are yours that we too can walk with great confidence.

Acts 19 - 20

What stood out today: v19:2-3 Paul asked, "Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?" They answered, "No, we have not even heard that there is a Holy Spirit." So Paul asked, "Then what baptism did you receive? v15 The evil spirit answered them, "Jesus I know, and I know about Paul, but who are you?" v17 When this became known to the Jews and Greeks living in Ephesus, they were all seized with fear, and the name of the Lord Jesus was held in high honor.

My response: Jesus, there is power in your name. Being baptized in your name we receive the gift of your Spirit, the Holy Spirit. If I were asked, who are you? I could answer clearly and confidently that I am yours! I am Richard, son of the Most High God, redeemed by the blood of Jesus and powered to life by His Spirit. Thank you, God.

Acts 17 - 18

What stood out today: v17:28 For in him we live and move and have our being. v18:9-10 One night the Lord spoke to Paul in a vision: "Do not be afraid; keep on speaking, do not be silent. For I am with you.”

My response: Yes, Jesus, what great words, what great news! Its all about the relationship; intimate love with you and with other people.

Acts 15 - 16

What stood out today: v15:9 For he purified their hearts by faith. v11 No! We believe it is through the grace of our Lord Jesus that we are saved, just as they are. v20 Instead we should write to them, telling them to abstain from food polluted by idols, from sexual immorality, from the meat of strangled animals and from blood. v16:7 But the Spirit of Jesus would not allow them to. v14 A woman named Lydia, a dealer in purple cloth from the city of Thyatira, who was a worshiper of God. The Lord opened her heart to respond to Paul's message.

My response: Jesus, these are more strange things. Why, when the church says the main thing is - by grace through faith in you - do they not write about that but tell them to obey four laws? Then Paul has Timothy circumcised. What they do seems so contrary. Then in verse 7, the Holy Spirit is called the Spirit of Jesus. Then there is Lydia, a worshiper of God before the Lord opening her heart. How does that work? Jesus, I have a lot of questions. You are the teacher. I am a disciple. Teach me.

Acts 14

What stood out today: v3 The Lord confirmed the message of his grace by enabling them to do miraculous signs and wonders. v9 Paul looked directly at him, saw that he had faith to be healed. v15 We are bringing you good news, telling you to turn from these worthless things to the living God. v22 We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of God.

My response: Lord Jesus, what an exciting time for your early church. You must have been so pleased. In verse 15 you say that repentance is good news. Turning from stinking-thinking and spiritual adultery to the living God who created, loves, provides, and sustains. This turning is hard work and God brings many hardships to help us transform into the Kingdom of God.

Acts 12 - 13

What stood out today: v12:2 He had James, the brother of John, put to death with the sword. v5 So Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him. v10 The iron gate opened for them by itself. v13:47 For this is what the Lord has commanded us: "I have made you a light for the Gentiles, that you may bring salvation to the ends of the earth." v48 When the Gentiles heard this, they were glad and honored the word of the Lord; and all who were appointed for eternal life believed. v52 And the disciples were filled with joy and with the Holy Spirit.

My response: Well, Jesus, a lot was going on here. James put to death. Peter put in prison, then rescued. Your church gathering to pray. Powerful angels, powerful preaching, Procounsils believing, Elymus blinded. Many believing, many not believing. Great persecution, great fruit produced. Much use of scripture. I love the Isaiah 49:6 verse, “I have made you a light for the Gentiles that you may bring salvation to the ends of the earth.” People who were appointed, believed. Paul and others were filled with joy and the Holy Spirit. Yes, Jesus, when we obey, when we cooperate, we experience your joy. You fill us with the Holy Spirit. Jesus, would you help me to walk in this way? The way of love, obedience, yielded to you and to others. Jesus, I love you; help me to love others better.

Acts 10 - 11

What stood out today: v10:15 Do not call anything impure that God has made clean. v34-36 Then Peter began to speak: "I now realize how true it is that God does not show favoritism but accepts men from every nation who fear him and do what is right. You know the message God sent to the people of Israel, telling the good news of peace through Jesus Christ, who is Lord of all.” v43 That everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name. v11:18 So then, God has granted even the Gentiles repentance unto life.

My response: God you are so generous and good. I see the new covenant here. A new purity = you made us clean. A new identity = you accept us as your children. A new affection = a fear of you and repentance unto life. A new power = the gift of the Holy Spirit, the power plant for the Life, the Christ Life. The Life you’ve always wanted. The Life I long for. Jesus, I come to you. I take your yoke upon me; teach me, show me, the Christ Life. God, I am also struck how you initiate and how we are an integral part of your redemptive plan. You involve us, you work with us. We get to share your good news of Peace and Shalom with people you dearly love.

Acts 7 - 9

What stood out today: v7:3 “Leave your country and your people,” God said, “and go to the land I will show you.” v8:35 Then Philip began with that very passage of Scripture and told him the good news about Jesus. v9:31 Then the church throughout Judea, Galilee and Samaria enjoyed a time of peace. It was strengthened; and encouraged by the Holy Spirit, it grew in numbers, living in the fear of the Lord.

My response: Yes, Lord, it is a new land, your kingdom. We must leave our country, our family and go. Jesus, show me this new land. Show me this good news about you, Jesus! Show me this peace. Show me this power, show me this courage. Let me show and tell others. Let me live in this fear of the Lord; this place of Shalom.

Acts 4 - 6

What stood out today: v5:5 When Ananias heard this, he fell down and died. v10 At that moment she fell down at his feet and died. v11 Great fear seized the whole church and all who heard about these events. v20 "Go, stand in the temple courts," he said, "and tell the people the full message of this new life."

My response: Lord Jesus, this great fear of you was important preparation for your church to not be afraid in the world. The old wine skins – people of the law – could not see what you were doing. What is this message, this full message of this new life? Jesus, I want to know this abundant life that you came to give. I want to help others find it too.

Acts 1 - 3

What stood out today: v2:28 You have made known to me the paths of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence. v3:16 It is Jesus' name and the faith that comes through him that has given this complete healing to him, as you can all see.

My response: Jesus, you have made your pathways know. These paths of forgiveness, generosity, love, peace, and kindness are all pathways of life. Jesus, the presence of your life in me is joy I still need to discover. Would you show me? Show me the life, show me your joy. Heal my wayward heart. Grant me faith to take hold of all your wonderful promises.

Genesis Review

Jesus, thank you for loving me by laying down your life, paying for my sin. That I could stand before you naked and feel no shame. That we could spend eternity in heaven, a place of perfect Shalom. A place where shame is not known or even remembered. 12/31 – These are all reasons to fear you. But it’s a strange kind of fear; it’s a warm fear, a fear that is somehow – comfortable, inviting. A fear that attracts not repels. 12/29 – Rick, remember, you are a star, one of the offspring of Abraham. Not a shooting star, a star that shines forever. Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, may that star bring you great glory and great pleasure. 1/11 – Father God, you are in control and I can rest. You are good, I can be at peace. Jesus, you are alive and a risen presence in me. You are the LIFE that I can live.

God, thank you for this time in Genesis. Thank you for teaching me more about “fearing” you. Thank you for reminding me how involved you are, how much you see, how much you orchestrate. It is strange, God, that as I fear you a strange peace settles over me. You say in 1John 4:18, “Perfect love drives out fear.” You, God, are perfect love and you are my God, my lover, my saviour, my life, my glory, my all in all.

Genesis 48 - 50

What stood out today: v48:20 So he put Ephraim ahead of Manasseh. v49:10 The scepter will not depart from Judah, nor the ruler's staff from between his feet, until he comes to whom it belongs and the obedience of the nations is his. v50:20 You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good.

My response: Jesus, you are the lion of the tribe of Judah. I long for the day when every knee will bow and every tongue confess, You are Lord. Father God, you are in control and I can rest. You are good. I can be at peace. Jesus, you are alive and a risen presence in me. You are the LIFE that I can live.

Genesis 43 - 47

What stood out today: v43:14 And may God Almighty grant you mercy…As for me, if I am bereaved, I am bereaved. v23 It’s all right. Don’t be afraid. Your God, the God of your father, has given you treasure in your sacks. v45:7 But God sent me ahead of you to preserve for you a remnant on earth and to save your lives by a great deliverance. So then it was not you who sent me here, but God. v24 As they were leaving he said to them, “Don’t quarrel on the way!” v46:1 I will go down to Egypt with you. v47:31 And Israel worshiped as he leaned on the top of his staff.

My response: God, what an incredible story. And yet it seems so real and believable, thank you for your grace to believe. I love how you orchestrate the events of the lives of Jacob, Joseph, Pharaoh, and the brothers. I love how Israel surrenders to your “If I am bereaved, I am bereaved.” He entrusts his feelings to you. God, with you there is always a happy ending. We yearn for the stories that end and they lived happily ever after. But for now we are truly living in an epic adventure. There is certainly nothing boring about you, Jesus. May I look back at my life and look forward and, like Israel, lean on my staff and worship. Yes, may I worship you with my whole heart, my whole being.

Genesis 40 - 42

What stood out today: v40:8 Do not interpretations belong to God? v41:16 I cannot do it, Joseph replied to Pharaoh, but God will give Pharaoh the answer he desires. v25 God has revealed to Pharaoh what he is about to do. v38 Can we find anyone like this man, one in whom is the Spirit of God?

My response: Lord Jesus, thank you for your work. We can read life after life, story after story where you are faithful. We read where your people suffer for a time. Sometimes they are restored, sometimes not. All the time you are with them and you are in control. You are great and greatly to be feared and loved. Great is thy faithfulness, O God, my Father.

Genesis 37 - 39

What stood out today: v37:11 His brothers were jealous of him, but his father kept the matter in mind. v38:7 But Er, Judah’s firstborn, was wicked in the Lord’s sight so he put him to death. v10 But Onan was wicked in the Lord’s sight so he put him to death also. v15 When Judah saw her, he thought she was a prostitute. v16 Come now, let me sleep with you. v39:9 How then could I do such a wicked thing and sin against God? v21 But while Joseph was there in prison the Lord was with him; he showed him kindness and granted him favor in the eyes of the prison warden.

My response: Father God, what a story you are weaving! Joseph and his dreams. Joseph being loved more by his father. Joseph being sold. Er and Onan killed by you. Judah sleeping with Tamar and this is the Jesus lineage. Joseph, remaining pure and upright. While in prison you still care and provide. God, your love for us is Holy. It is above-above, beyond-beyond. You enter our messed up stories. You journey with us. You give and you take away. Your are El Elohe Israel. Blessed be the Name of the Lord. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus: Blessed be your Name. With you being so intimate, so involved, you see everything. Holy Father, I fear hurting you by bringing sin before your eyes. And yet there is this tension of your Love for me. What a powerful combination to inspire a fear/love response in me…

Genesis 34 - 36

What stood out today: v34:5 Dinah had been defiled. v25 Three days later, while all of them were still in pain, Dinah’s brothers killed every male. v30 You have brought trouble on me by making me a stench to the Canaanites and Perizites. v35:1 Then God said to Jacob, “Go up to Bethel and settle there, and build an altar there to God… v5 and the terror of God fell upon the towns all around them so that no one pursued them. v10 Your name is Jacob, but you will no longer be called Jacob, your name will be Israel. v36 This is the account of Esau. v2 He took wives from the women of Canaan. v22 Reuben went in and slept with his father’s concubine Bilhah.

My response: God, you are bigger than all these events, all these people. You are bigger than evil. Hmmm…that seems profound to me…Almost as if evil is so small as to be inconsequential. Rapes, deceit, mass killing, looting, incest. Hmmm…Suddenly I feel small before you, God. Small but dearly loved, precious. God, Jesus, I love how you led Jacob back to Bethel. I love how you remind him who he is and Who You Are. And you cause a “terror of the Lord” to fall on people all around. Lord Jesus, would you do this for me? Name me, reveal yourself, cause a terror to fall all around. Let there be great revival. Yes, Holy Spirit, would you move? Would the breath of God come? Let there be life.

Genesis 31 - 33

What stood out today: v31:12 The angel of God said, I have seen all that Laban has been doing to you. v24 Then God said to Laban, Be careful, do not say anything to Jacob, either good or bad. v32:7 In great fear and distress Jacob divided the people. v9 Then Jacob prayed. v10 I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. v28 Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have struggled with God and with men and have overcome. v33:20 There he set up an altar and called it El Elohe Israel – mighty is the God of Israel.

My response: God, you see all things. Nothing escapes your notice. You speak to anyone you want to – even Laban. You make Jacob face his enemies Laban and Esau. I am glad for this account of Jacob being terrified, acting, and then praying. It’s so backwards, yet I often respond that way. Holy Spirit, please teach me to pray first; it would save me a lot of time being afraid. Lord Jesus, thank you for getting dirty with me, wrestling with me in my world. In my sin and out of my sin you rescue me. You wrestle and subdue, and quiet my fearful heart. Yes, Jesus, you are the El Elhoe Israel, the Mighty God. I love you, I adore you, I worship you…

Genesis 28:10 - 30

What stood out today: v15 I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you. v21 Then the Lord will be my God. v29 The journey begins.

My response: Jesus, you are the gate of heaven. You are the great shepherd. Jacob’s journey is bizarre. Why do you let these strange things happen? The deception of Laban with Leah. The working seven more years for Rachel. Why did you open Leah’s womb and close Rachel’s when you saw that Leah was not loved? Then two wives, two concubines, 12 children. More deception with branches and speckled goats and dark sheep. You prove yourself good and sovereign in the midst of evil.

Gensis 26 - 28:9

What stood out today: v3 Stay in this land for a while, and I will be with you and will bless you. v9 She is really your wife! Why did you say, She is my sister? v29 And now you are blessed by the Lord. v27:10 Then take it to your father to eat, so that he may give you his blessing before he dies. v33 Isaac trembled violently… I blessed him and indeed he will be blessed.

My response: God, you told Isaac you would be with him and “l bless him” and you did. You tell us you will never leave us nor forsake us, and you do. Yet Isaac and we fear people more than we fear you. Father, I am sorry…I have no reason to doubt you. Rebekah, Isaac and Jacob valued your blessing. They realized your blessing as the most prized possession. Father, I sense your pleasure in Abraham in 26:5, because Abraham “obeyed me and kept my requirements, my commands, my decrees, and my laws.”

Lord Jesus, I sense a fear of displeasing you. You who are so gracious, kind, loving. “Take my life and let it be, Holy, consecrated, Lord to thee. Take my hands and let them move, at the impulse of thy love.” May I be about what pleases you more than what pleases me. May I believe in even more practical ways that you are God and you are good…Yes, very good.

Genesis 23 - 25

What stood out today: v23:7 Then Abraham rose and bowed down before the people of the land, the Hittites. v24:21 Then Abraham’s servant prayed, O Lord God of my master, Abraham, give me success today and show kindness to my master, Abraham. v24:58 So they asked Rebekah, Will you go with this man? I will go, she said. v25:21 Isaac prayed to the Lord on behalf of his wife because she was barren.

My response: Jesus, I was struck by how gracious and poised Abraham was before the Hittites. I was struck by the variety of people praying to the Lord. I am struck still by how involved you are: answering prayer, giving twins to Isaac and Rebekah. God you are so father-like - guiding, caring and providing.

Genesis 21 - 22

What stood out today: v21:11 The matter distressed Abraham greatly because it concerned his son. But God said to him, Do not be so distressed about the boy…because he is your offspring. It is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned. v33 There he called upon the name of the Lord, the eternal God. v22:2 Then God said, Take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love…Sacrifice him there… v7 Isaac said, Father?...Where is the lamb for the burnt offering? Abraham answered, God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering my son. v12 But the Angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven…Now I know that you fear God because you have not withheld your son, your only son.

My response: Rick, remember who I am… Yes, Lord, you are the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. v33 The eternal God v22:14 The God who provides. The God of the living. The God of promise. The God who is faithful. Yet, God, the idea of me taking a test like Abraham scares me to death. Does this mean I do fear you?

O Angel of the Lord, fairest Lord Jesus, what are my Isaacs? What is keeping me from clinging to you with both hands? Psalm 139:23, 24 Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting. Amen.